把愛放開

（我們的愛　過了就不再回來　直到現在　我還默默的等待）

當你開始追尋你要的自由
放開我們緊握的手 帶走我的愛和天空
我不知所措　我以為我會懂
我們的愛　我們的愛

當我獨自走到時間的盡頭
回憶和我擦身而過　帶走你的愛和笑容
我無力承受　最後的一點心痛
我們的愛　我們的愛

把愛放開　把手放開　如果你的心已不在
把愛放開　不再等待　你的溫柔是一片空白
把愛放開　把心打開　這次我決定走出（所有）回憶重來
就讓我徹底地傷　再徹底地醒過來
就讓我徹底地傷　再徹底地醒過來

終於明白愛已不再
從今以後再也沒有甚麼能去依賴
我還有甚麼期待

Conflict

For once have I scolded her so furiously...
For once have I shown my anger...

and now I'm totally fucked up.

It's been piling up...
It's not ME that's pushing you...
but YOU are pushing me...

I've had enough of your attitude...

If you don't ever learn to appreciate anything...
FINE...
If you don't think anyone has ever treated you right...
FINE...
If you don't think anyone will EVER treat you right...
FUCK then!
I guess you're blind...

and maybe you are...

Taking for granted

Things are finally settling down...
I've been severely lacking in sleep...

Finally... I'm starting to feel numb....
I guess that serves it well...
Now I should focus on myself...
I cant keep being a slack...
I gotta do well... make things work...
And I know one day... I'll worth all that...
I guess now is jst not the time...

I need self-improvement now...
Get better... stronger... independent...
Then there will be no more excuse whatsoever...
No questioning, no shame...

Future is what I need...
so I gotta work hard now...

For myself... it's time to let go...
I know it, I knew it...
It's time to face myself... and keep strengthening...

I want no excuse, I want no weakness...
I want myself... and I want it strong.
It's good, being broken, and to struggle up...
Though the scar is there... but

Victory devoid of danger, is victory devoid of glory... Right?

I need time.
I need myself.