Feeling like SHIT!

i duno what's happening to me...
feel like falling apart...
feel like being teared into pieces...
yea, i'm broken...
but i duno why... what's the reason... what has happened...

nothing has happened...

i'm jst pierced...

i reckon, i jst cant bear this anymore...

好耐冇失眠啦...
好耐冇再咁失去方向，失去目標...

why i've turned out like this... i need something...
i need something in my life...
something i can hold on, something i can work on...
something i can rely on.......

nothing, no-one, nowhere can i find this feeling anymore...
what exactly is this shit feeling...?
i have no idea...
i cant even grasp a breath of it...

I'm crying...