to my dear...

hey babe...

i'm feeling very uneasy today..
i duno why, i'm really tired.
tired not only in school and life...
but also in relationship...

i felt a bit desperate...
a feeling to be alone, to be deserted...
but also a feeling of loneliness...

it's a sign of danger,
a feeling i never want...



then i went to your xanga...
heard the song,
saw your words...

suddenly i felt a lot easier.
duno why, but i felt you here with me...
and you're telling me "everything's gonna be fine..."

so i'm fine now...
thank you my love...
coz of you, i found myself again...


my dad's coming next week,
the stress' pushing in now.
...there is a silent shout of nervousness...