another tough time

back in US again... a 28 hrs trip... devastating...

i got to think about a lot in between time...
when i'm all by myself, quiet and trapped...

i like time alone...
that's when i can refresh myself...
i'm an introvert, as the personality test tells...
but i'm alrite with that, i enjoy my quiet time...
i thought abt future, and some people...

it's goin to be a big change... a one i was always hopin for...
another transition, decisions to make, important ones...

i thought abt basketball again...
feel like kindda wasted, but my heart isnt fully on it now...
what should i do, when i cant put it down, but dun wanna pick it up again...
someone came to me and asked me to help in basketball field...
it sounded attractive, but do i wanna pick it up again...?

i duno...
i feel kindda lost...

1 more month and i'll be totally independent...
in another sense, left alone... for the 1st time of my life...


the last couple of days has been great...
i had some great time with my frds... and met a new one...
it's great, we had some great time together...

and now it jst seems like everything starts again...
yes... AGAIN...