a bird untied

This blog... suddenly found out that it's more abt my deep feelings...
and mostly negative ones... -__-"
i guess that's coz i really feel like writing when i'm upset...
and this, it has the record of my inner-inner-most heart...
whoever wants to know me best... here's the place...
if u have the patience to sit through my poor english... haha

these days, i feel like a new life is startin...
i've been away for 2 yrs, this is a time for transformation...
i'm kindda used to the US culture now, and also startin to distanced with the HK culture...
steppin in between, i find myself confused...

things had happened... and much more in the past 1 1/2 yrs...
a lot of strugglin, a lot of pain... but still there were happiness...

now, things have past... people are leavin...
and my mum is leavin also...
suddenly feelin like i have to grow up still a little bit more...
i have to be an adult, and be responsible...
it's a big change for me... to feel like bein in charge for my own life...
yes... for the first time...
the very first time...

and i'm glad i've met someone...
someone who is there for me...
someone i feel like i can count on...
and someone who is willing to back me up...

this is the time i need it most...

i mite be really tired and frustrated...
and u will have to bear me...
it's a big change for me...
and i'm glad u're here...

let's walk through this together...
you and me...

walk with me...
be there for me...
bear my childishness...
forgive my wrongs...
accept my stubbornness...
give me freedom to fly... like a bird untied...
and be the cage that i can find rest and peace...

be my one and only...
the one that i will not let go...

have faith in me...
and i'll give my best...
i always do!

love u...