sweetness

unexpectedly...
i told u abt it...
glad that nothing bad happened...

i dun wanna screw up again...
i've screwed up enough for the past year...

actually i'm really quite tired...

wanting someone to be there for me...
feeling a bit weak after all these...
and now suddenly realize it's time to let go, it's not easy...
but i guess i've done everything i could, i've really tried my very best...
it's been a year and a half...
and i'm now exhausted...

there isnt any communication anymore...
what am i to her, i do not know...

suddenly wanna listen to damien rice -_-"

but guess what...
u're sweet...

i hope everything's fine when u come back tonite...
and no matter what...
i'm going to be there for u...