screwed

haha! life's like that...
that's the way it is...

i'm meant to screw things up...
and i do everytime...
but i cant blame her i guess...
i wasnt a good guy at all...
no wonder she's still so angry...

it jst cracks me up how i screw up every relationship...
i suck at it... haha! even if i've tried my very best...

i've had different kinds of relationships...
and i can only say...
they arent what i'm lookin for now...

u said i need one...
maybe i do... but i dun wanna look for anythin now...
i wanna focus on my another part of life...
and then maybe i'll be good enough and mature enough...
to give happiness to elseone...

but first...
i gotta upgrade myself...